To be honest, I don’t really have a clue how to manage my life. I’m not sure if it even is my life. Maybe my life manages itself and I just watch. I’ve been down in the dumps recently and telling myself to be positive isn’t working. I should focus on others more, that’s what my conscience says. But it also says love yourself before you can truly love the other. I am scatterbrained, seemingly incapable of mustering the smallest act of humility or genuine caring to others. Unable to focus. Full of self pity. And yet after all this I still have the drive to change, to reach tranquility. I love you all, take care.